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Aku menemukan sebuah kotak
Sepertinya berisi kenangan
Yang bertuliskan
“di sini bersemayam sebuah hati yang pernah memiliki tujuan, tapi tidak berhasil mencapainya”
Tak dapat kubuka,
Karena terkunci oleh cinta
Aku punya cinta, tapi tetap saja tak dapat kubuka
Apa karena kotak ini bukan milikku ?
Atau karena cintaku bukan milik hati ini ?
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Sebuah cerita kotak, hati dan cinta. Thinking room, 191212
Mike Shinoda and Chester Bennington of Linkin’ Park. F1 Singapore 2011 after-race concert. Canon EOS 1000D, EF-S lens 55-250mm
Mike Shinoda of Linkin’ Park. F1 Singapore 2011 after-race concert. Canon EOS 1000D, EF-S lens 55-250mm
Chester Bennington of Linkin’ Park. F1 Singapore 2011 after-race concert. Canon EOS 1000D, EF-S lens 55-250mm
This is not the end, this is not the beginning
Just a voice like a riot rocking every revision
But you listen through the tone and the violent rhythm and
Though the words sound steady, something empty’s within ‘em
We say yeah / with fists flying up in the air
Like we’re holding onto something that’s invisible there
‘Cause we’re living at the mercy of the pain and fear
Until we dead it / forget it / let it all disappear
Waiting for the end to come / wishing I had strength to stand
This was not what I had planned
It’s out of my control
Flying at the speed of light / thoughts were spinning in my head
So many things were left unsaid
It’s hard to let you go
I know what it takes to move on
I know how it feels to lie
All I want to do is trade this life for something new
Holding on to what I haven’t got
Sitting in an empty room / Trying to forget the past
This was never meant to last
I wish it wasn’t so
What was left when that fire was gone
I thought it felt right but that right was wrong
All caught up in the eye of the storm
And trying to figure out what it’s like moving on
And I don’t even know what kind of things I said
My mouth kept moving and my mind went dead so
Picking up the pieces now where to begin
The hardest part of ending is starting again
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Hanya dengan ucapan selamat pagi mu, detak jantungku tak berirama.
Bagaimana jika kau kecup aku ? Mungkin aku hilang nyawa
___Untuk yang sedang dilanda asmara, Thinking room, 13 Mei 2011